Friday, November 18, 2011

Heart of hearts

My heart hurts....not in the  same way was my broken liver...
But it still hurts none the less.
I refuse to show emotion until after you are gone.
Me, of all people, getting upset and shit might just make this whole process worse on you love.
Then there is the other one...
He is always on my mind.
This is terrible. Tragic even.
I can't handle these two things at once.
I want her to stay so badly...she is literally one of my closest friends...
And I just want him to care about me again....
But neither one of these things will happen...
And my heart will just keep hurting....

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