Here come the drums....

The pounding is there,
Either dull or loud...
Always a pounding.
Forever confounding.
My thoughts diverge.
My attentions converge.
I am unable to fulfill this task,
It is to much to ask.
I will crumple,
And fold.
To the drumming ages old.

Just once okay? =]

Look over your shoulder,
Notice me.
Meet my eyes.
Share a look.
One of understanding, acknowledgement, trust.
Please see me.
Let me know this isn't in vein.

For the sake of a rhymn

Waking up it seems,
From a life full of haunting dreams.
I can see through the haze,
Moving to happier days.
I have more than I used to.
More than I believed.
I can hold my head high.
And show the world what I've achieved.

you, me and the bird in the cage

The past is the past,
And between you and me,
Whats left is just a bittersweet memory. =]

Things that are going away. NOW.

1.) My coffee addiction. Cold Turkey. No more.
2.) Soda...not cold turkey. Only 24oz a day.
3.)Crap food? no more.
4.) Worrying. What will happen will happen.

Things that are coming back. NOW.
1.)Daily exercise...A lot
2.) Good food, green pretty tasty.
3.) "de-stress" time.
4.) Art.

That's how I need to be. Or I will explode. It is what it is.

shell

yes, i have been different lately.
This is what happens when everything someone has gets sucked out of them
at the same time.
This is to much to deal with....

If I would have known that all these years later I would have still been feeling this way..
I would never have left you.

Screws seriously loose...

What the hell is wrong with me?
Why do I care if he is dating someone again...
Why does it matter to me?!?!
It shouldnt. I've been with people since him!
But it wasn't the same...
What the hell is wrong with me.
He is past me, why can't i be past him?

yup

A piece of furniture.
The room is filled with it.
And I am just another piece of it

Malice?

Call me jaded.
go right ahead....but,
I wish i could feel something.
Other than this...