Am I broken?

I can't think like that..
I can't reason or rationalize...
It's hard to see through those eyes...
I want to understand but can't
But try to see...
That this is me.
I don't get it..
But try to see..
What I think to..
Please don't get frustrated or annoyed...
I'm just broken..
I was raised as a boy...
Girls confuse me..
These hidden words abuse me..
Please just see that...