Really again?!?!

Every single time I have something really fun, really important to me, or just important in general...
What happens?
I get really sick.
Frick. this seriously bites....

Heads up

We aren't in high school anymore.
I know that was the only time you mattered...
And you won't go anywhere in "real life"
But please. Keep your petty bull poopie to yourself.
I'm done with you and everything.
Kthnxbye!!!

Sleeep

My eyelids slip,
Into a dismal state.
I'm trying so hard.
Just to keep awake.
I need to surrender
To this temple's desire.
Close my eyes, and no more tire..

A couple a couplets

Why do I write in couplets so much...ever notice it?
For claiming to have almost to rhyme scheme I have noticed one..
It's kind of funny, cause I don't mean to do it. It just happens.
Does that make me a terrible, for lack of a better word, writer?
Hmmm, ponder that if you want.
=] I'm going to go and enjoy the weather..or a sandwich..
Maybe the weather AND a sandwich. =] hmmmm yummm, that sounds perfect. 

A thousand words

An implication means a million things,
To try and figure what the future brings.
An implication can mean so much...
Like whose invited and whose a crutch.
It's like a language that is universal.
That every has constant rehearsal.
But what of those who cant understand?
Those who are implyingly illiterate.
Implication dyslexic, or just meaning non-considerate
Just be out right,
Straight forth.
And say what you want.
If you want me there.
Tell me.
Don't imply.
Cause I can't read into it.
Not now, or ever..
I don't even want to try.

A reflection??

You're going to self destruct....
One more shove, push, jab, or step..
You're on the edge.
Treading on a ledge,
It's going to self-destruct.
It took all of twenty years to construct.
Changing your basic ways.
Putting on elaborate plays.
The box office is empty,
No on likes the show.
There isn't a single filled up row.
Stop the charade.
End the show.
Simply let who you are.
Who you really are..
......grow....

Am I broken?

I can't think like that..
I can't reason or rationalize...
It's hard to see through those eyes...
I want to understand but can't
But try to see...
That this is me.
I don't get it..
But try to see..
What I think to..
Please don't get frustrated or annoyed...
I'm just broken..
I was raised as a boy...
Girls confuse me..
These hidden words abuse me..
Please just see that...

searching...

Do you ever feel lost?
Ever feel like life is covered in frost?
Like your running in a circle..
A never ending cycle.
They've all asked whats wrong..
I say nothing...
or eh...
You don't understand...
You can't because not even I do...
I feel drained..
Like I'm getting trained.
This is dull and mundane.
I'm being driven insane...
I'm in a good mood...
It's just....offf....

Just so ya know...

Talking to you helped a lot,
Way more than you know.
I was confused and upset,
I didn't know where to go.
I saw you were on.
And there it was.
Now its better.
And I wanted you to know...

For you =]

You wonder if any of these are for you..
Your words sworn to be true.
Well if you can guess,
Then the answer is yes.
These lines are laid down
With a certain one in mind.
I wont leave you behind.
I wont let you down.
I will leave your name a beautiful sound.
So this one is for you!
Enjoy and know it.

Ends

I say we run to the ends of the earth,
Turn around
Stare at the sadness and mirth,
Try to remember
What we left behind
Try to then put it from our mind.
Im going to run to the ends of the earth..
Then try to remember,
Exactly why,
I didnt do it sooner...

hehehe

There is something in my head,
Something in my bed!
There is another in the room!
Soon it will consume.
I will soon be gone.
But fear not!
For my Knight will come!
Wait?
He is purchasing gum?
Then I'm done!


April fools??
Oh! and hi world..rememeber how i said i wana be a science teacher.......wwwwhhheeelllll....
=] say hello to an education and visual media communications double major!
hehe guess i'll never make up my mind =]