When i went to school I knew exactly what it was I was leaving...According to someone I love it was a situation that would have broken most other people 19 years ago. But it didnt break me. I just wanted out....now im back in the middle of it. Again im feeling the distance, the fear, the hopelessness. And then there is HIM. That idiot who I left here....have I really changed that much? Has he? What was that kiss? I used to want it..but I hated that... I actually didnt want it...which confuses...Im not everything he needs, I never was...
What did i leave at school? People who care. They actually like me for me. I really miss Kate, and Jamiere...and how could I not miss Matt, Justin, and Meeder....Maybe this is growing up...or maybe its finally getting a family...
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