Words. Are everywhere

Ups and downs,
Are all around,
Addictive personalities,
Educating faculties.
Words spin in my head,
Never find an end.
I want to stand above,
To just spread.
The peace, joy and love.

I, yup, I have no clue

In piety I spoke,
In anxiety I act.
Through words and love,
My plan I enact.
To keep you raised up.
In my heart,
On my tongue.
I want to keep you,
In my mind, eyes, path
Stay with me forever.
May I beg or plead?

something thrown together ages ago

Between a rock and a hard place,
glory can be found,
 I've spent days waiting for you to look around.
To catch my eye, to hold my stare,
 and just once more ,
run fingers in my hair.
I try to stay calm,
not crack under pressure.
But with you next to her,
i feel regrets i no longer measure.
I want to fight on in this war,
To win your affection.
Curious if my heart will heal from your infection.

It's a stage

I'm not what You think I am,
A swirling rainbow of love and life,
Looking into my eyes you can tell.
The tears slowly begin to well.
I dance around, appear so free.
But there are shackles you can't see.
I try my best,
just as hard as I can.
To act out the part,
The role you think i am.