Monday, October 31, 2011

Gunna givce all my secrets away...

Secrets by one republic.
Good song.

I believe in second chances for everyone.
Just so you know. That was yours.
 =] Later Lovely.

Monday, October 24, 2011

here it goes again

Yup, its coming back.
I'm going numb again.
This is how it goes....
I wanna break this cycle...
There is a flurry of everything around me and almost none of it is making sense.
I know what I want.
All I want is a real hug.
From you.
And for you to call me "pretty" again...






and mean it.....

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

The Past

I know about yours.
Mine isn't much better.
But, I am trying.
Ya know?
And it sorta seems like you are to...
There is the chance.
Microscopic really.
Could I change you?
I'm not sure I could chnage anyone...
Am I another "stepping stone"?
Another heart along the trail?
What do I do?

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Just nice people..

Ever notice how there are those genuinely nice people in the world?
They don't know they are nice, they just are.
They are kind.
They are gentle.
They don't mean to be but they love everyone.
Unconditionally.
When those people come close to me...
I hurt them...
Not on purpose...
But I am basically just a bad person.
Who hurts nice people on accident...
But without fail....
You should get out while you are still ahead...=/

what i can do

I can stil turn around.
Run away.
Leave nothing but a blur of blond.
I hurt people.
That's all i ever do....
I can save you from it...
Eventually my blue eyes will be a memory,
a thought,
A legend,
A myth..
Nothing...
But...this could be something good...
what i needed....
But that again is selfish...