killing me....

I think this might literally be killing me....
I've been in a content game of tag with the real world...
one minute im high, the next i dont have a computer.

One second i get a laptop cord, have my computer, have a great night with my roomie....
Then i get a phone call....and life decides to call no tag backs....
I dont even care where i stand with him now...
We talked thats that.
But the one person who is supposed to be my rock...
She crumbled...
And i feel like that six year old cowering in the closet again....

Home.

my home has always been where my favorite people are.
never a physical attachment to any single place or building.
And now here, i feel like i have finally come home.

do i?

so..hypothetically there is a girl...
who hypothetically still likes a guy....
but this guy keeps liking all of these girls...
who are basically skinny and beautiful....
the hypothetical girl?
not beautiful
does she stand a chance?